Losing My Mind...

This damn babysitting crap is really getting on my last nerve. Thats all I do. BABYSIT!!! I don't have any sort of a life anymore. My son stays gone all damn day and into the night. AND I have the kids. Come on now...I am just the grandmother. I served my time already by raising my own kids. And now my son wants me to spend the rest of my time watching his kids. ONLY HE HAS HIS RULES...and to hell with mine! Those kids don't listen any more because their father undermines me ever step of the way. I say don't and he says do! Well guess what!!! I am sick and tired of all this crap. I have no time for me. I have no money because I ain't getting paid for watching these kids. Thank goodness its the school year or I would have run away already. THIS SUCKS! I am going to move out as soon as I can. This shit has to end. Last night my son even told me that if I don't have any money then why the hell am I going to Bealls. WTF!!! The damn shit is 90% off and if I want to spend my gas money then screw him. He's got some nerve. I don't tell him how the hell to spend his money so why is he saying anything about mine? He needs to shut the hell up. Hes gonna lose this FREE babysitter....then what is he gonna do? Hes not too bright if you ask me. LMAO