Thursday, May 5, 2011

I finally see the light! WARNING: PROFANITY

I don't understand the people who take advantage of others. I don't understand the people who say things that they know cut you to the bone. And I don't understand the people who have their heads stuck so far in the sand that they don't realize that other peoples lives may just be HELL! Maybe its my age and the maturity that comes with that. Or maybe its that I have dealt with these people for so damn long that I am TIRED! Tired of their stupid comments. Tired of their thinking I am supposed to give up my life so they can live theirs. And especially tired of the dumb asses that think everyone lives a "Leave It To Beaver" existence. Wake the fuck up...I have!
I spent most of my life trying to make everyone else's life easier to live. Always keeping my mouth shut when someone says or does something that goes straight up my butt. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of allowing other people to hurt me. So...here it is people! I will be shutting you out of my life. You all have one last chance to do one last thing to me. And I know you will. All of you seem to think it's ok to say whatever you want to me. Well guess what...think about how it would feel if the tables were turned. I am going to start treating you all just like you treat me. I don't care if you accuse me of not caring. Because if I am treating you like you treat me...then obviously "YOU DON'T CARE" either! I don't care if you accuse me of "EXAGGERATING EVERYTHING" Wake up...some peoples lives are pure hell and maybe, just maybe I was trying to reach out to you and be able to have someone to confide in only to find out that you weren't being my friend. You said "you know how she is...she exaggerates everything" So you thought I was lying??? OMG you're a fucking idiot. Why the hell would I ever lie about something like that. Why exaggerate? So you think I was just being a total asshole by saying what was happening in my house??? What if you were the only person who could have helped me? What if? And you turned your back on me! Well fuck you! Hows that feel? You like that? You're fucking stupid and I swear I don't have a clue how it is that you hold the job you do. You're a fucking feather brain!!!! You're not able to pay attention for longer then 10 minutes...so how is it you do the job you do??? Book smart! Yes. Street smart! OMG you don't have a clue. All of this is 100% because of your comment. I was dealing with my sons stupidity by ignoring him. But now you and your one stinking stupid comment has made me say fuck every single one of you. I guess you were just the straw that broke the camels back. You were the last straw! You are the reason I have literally blown a gasket! Hope you're happy. So the next time you smile in my face you better be prepared! Its not going to be pretty. You phony ass bitch! And the rest of you that think Debbi is made of steel...watch out. She's pissed off and waiting for you!

Well now...I thought that would make me feel better. I am so damn mad right now that my blood pressure has shot straight through the roof. Well maybe I do feel better. 

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